For Eu ♥

Halo, Tai Daniel..

This's wrote for you.
Just take a look bah :)

I think we have some problem.

Communication problem? Yea, maybe :)

I had try. 

I had try to find our problem, try to find the solution. But it does not worked. 

Did I explained no clear enough? 

Or,you didn't hear clearly ?

I have been working hard to maintain our relationship. Do you know that?
I'm tired.
Sometimes, I really thought about wanna give up our love, our relation.
But i know i can't.
I can't put you down. I can't leave you alone.
Would you think the same?
I believe you will. That's why i loved you.
Because i knowyou love me with your true heart . :)

Do you remember?
How we become couple?
We had gone through a lot of things.
Do you remember? Do you?


I don't know why..
From when to start, we become didn't cherish the love between us?
Worth it? Because those unnecessary quarrel.

I don't want like this.

Can we don't argue again?
Can we stop all the argument?
Can you listen carefully to what I want in the end?

I hope you can understand my feelings now.
I Love You.
You know right?
♥

And, i hate those stupid people who just used your useless brain to judge my love.

Who do you think you are?

You are not eligible.

 Idiot.

Watch out idiot! I'll call my Hello Kitty to F**k you! Ahaha. 

期望越大，失望越大。

期望越大，失望越大？

自然定律？无法更改？

心中有千言万语想要表达。

手，却不听使唤..迟迟不肯将心中的话打出来。

还是我根本不知该从何说起？

可悲吗？

我应该这样说自己现在的处境？

或许说，是我太复杂？所以也把别人给扰乱了？

会吗？

我不明白..

我所追求的、所奢望的真的如此复杂？

令你难以捉摸？

或许我应该改变自己迁就你？

我们面对同样的问题多少次了？数不清吧。

一次又一次、重覆又重覆。

我从不曾发觉我跟你之间有那么大的鸿沟。

大的，我快看不见你了..

你在哪？回来好么？

一对恋人拥有同样性格算好事么？

一样的倔强、一样的不认输。

到最后，一样不断试图磨掉自己的棱角去配合对方。

到最后，我们还认得出自己么？

还是每对恋人都是这样的？

我静静。

是代表我不想跟你吵。

因为我知道就算吵了，到最后问题还是依然存在。它不曾离开。

检讨了自己。

知道，部分问题是出现在自己身上。

努力去改变。你看得到吗？

没有吧。

你从来只会觉得是我无理取闹、无中生有。

可你是否想过，你根本没在意过我的感受。

你有体贴过我吗？

你有擦觉过我心情不好吗？

你只会留心在你的电话、你的游戏 :)

我该摔烂那该死的臭电话吗？很想！

我静静在你身后多久了？

你可曾回头望我一眼？那么的一眼。

看着你的背影，奢望着你回头。

结果呢？得到的就是“为什么又发脾气？”

哈哈哈哈！

怎么他还来问我呢？怎么他就不会发觉他冷落了我呢？

我在投诉？

或许。

可是，我倦了。

让我暂时歇歇好吗？

我不懂。

我不懂，我不明白。
为什么同样是你的骨肉，你能那么偏心？那么的重男轻女？


有句话：“嫁出去的女儿，泼出去的水 ”
是因为这句话的关系？
女儿长大了、嫁了，就是别人的？
而儿子却会养家照顾你到老？
肯定吗？这是肯定的理论吗？
女儿一旦嫁了，真的就不会顾你了吗？


为什么要有这么封建的想法？
不会觉得很过分吗？


同样为你的骨肉，却遭受不同的对待。
既然你觉得儿子是应该养家，所以就对他于从不同。
那请问，他现在有做到养家的责任吗？
从来饭来张口，衣来伸手的。
好儿子？
哈哈。我真不懂。


我已经不问对错、不看偏心，只求做我自己。
也不能？
想要的东西靠自己。对，没错。所以我自己做工自己养自己。
为什么？你们还要觉得我给的家用不够？
我不明白？真的不明白！
我不是月以万计的，我真的赚不多。
你们难道不懂吗？你们懂不是吗？那为什么还要给压力我？


有时候，我真的很羡慕那些温室里长大的女生。
多么幸福。不愁吃喝，不必为生计而烦恼。
真的，你们幸福的令我羡慕 :)

我真不懂。

我为什么会生长在一个那么封建的家庭。

对了，去看了那些年。

不如我想象。是因我太过于期待它的精彩？

电影就像是在述说中学的生活，没什么勾起我的回忆。可能是因为我中学生活没那么精彩吧。哈哈。

但不得不说，那些年的确令我有些感触。

有些事，错过了，真的会后悔一辈子。一样的，如果能重来，我会选择说出那份埋藏在心中的爱恋。 :)

起码，尝试了，你会懂得答案。不会不明不白。

我相信很多人也一样吧？

特喜欢电影里的一句对白 “ 被你喜欢过，就感觉别人没那么喜欢了 ” 

真的。我赞成。

还有不得不提，女主角很漂亮。是那种气质的漂亮。不是浓妆抹艳的那种。还有还有！我喜欢她的小梨涡 ！哈哈！我也有 :P

但,那些年的人事物，都已过去了。

剩下的，只有缅怀。 :)
未来的路还长，加油吧！

What can i do?

Yesterday he went to hospital to see doctor for follow up his leg.Doctor say he still can't walk without crutches.Need to wait 6 weeks more, return to hospital check up again, only can confirm he can walk anot.
For your information, before this 6 weeks already made him crazy.Now add more 6 weeks, im worry he can no longer support. Actually he just a fragile fella ;(
Hmmph..I know he felt very down after hear what the doctor say. I can't help anything.What i can do is comfort him.Am i useless? ;(Im so sorry Bii,i cannot be a good gf.
But,i will be with u no matter how, so pls be strong!Okay?

Oh yeah, one more story need to tell is he cut hair already!Now his looks just like ohhmygad weyyy!! xD What i means is young liaw 3-4 years lah! Not make fun of u oh! Haha! Fong sam fong sam, u still the 'most handsome' in my mind! ♥ ahhahahaha xD


Dunno why, recently in love with Jason Chen! Non stop listen his song. Aha ♥
Talking To The Moon.I know you're somewhere out thereSomewhere far awayI want you backI want you backMy neighbors think I'm crazyBut they don't understandYou're all I haveYou're all I haveAt night when the starsLight on my roomI sit by myselfTalking to the moonTryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moonI'm feeling like I'm famousThe talk of the townThey say I've gone madYeah, I've gone madBut they don't know what I know'Cause when the sun goes downSomeone's talking backYeah, they're talking backAt night when the starsLight on my roomI sit by myselfTalking to the moonTryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moonDo you ever hear me calling?Cause every nightI'm talking to the moonStill tryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

 Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! Hou charm err!! ♥♥♥ 

Take care, my DEAR!!

Dear,can u pls take good care for urself?!
Don't make me worry you more and more!! Okay? ;(
You are adult now, not child anymore, pls think twice before u do something! 
Everything have its own solution, but u need find the best way to fix ur problem!
Only got one chance to decide!
Once u decide wrong, u will have no truning back!
Pls choose your solving method carefully!
Don't let ur family and friend worry about u! 
Just think about ur family, and don't do something that will hurt ur self.
Its not worth!
Am not kidding, u need to love urself more and more! 
If you didn't cherish urself, then u don't hope others will cherish u!
Dear,
Don't forget around you, still got many people who cared about u..
If u feel tired, come back here, all ur friend will be with u!
And, if u got any problem, pls tell me immediately! Let me share with you!
Maybe i can't help u solve the problem, but i can discuss with u, the so-called "more one people more one brain, then will more one idea too!! "  Lol! Lame!  -.-
Anyway, i hope u can solve ur problem as soon as possible!
Gambateh Gambateh! :D 
Remember that, i will be with u no matter how.
Just try ur best to do the best! Okay?
Take care, my dear friend!

Love u ♥

P.s : I had changed my facebook layout! Show u all the picha!

    

Yeah! Imma dot dot fever!! ♥

Leng mou? xD

Complained.

Tell 1st. What am write now, it just like shit. Nothing special.

Okie, lets start.

Am just wanna complain some.

Those make me felt so pekcek de some. 

I wonder why, my skin, my health is getting worst day by day! 

Shit! Fuck!

Know that? I hated to watch the fucking mirror! I hated to saw my worst face!

The pimples! Eyebag! Wrinkle! Dark circle! Gosh! Look like ghost! Hey, ghost month past already okay?! PEKCEK! Grrrrrrrr ;(

That all make my eyes-ache!

Another one!

My health! It was away from me already! 'Well! He' was dumped me ;(

Sore throat! Cough! Backache! All sick come to me! Shit! Was mine fault? My body too weak?

OhMYYYfAAAGoddDD WEIHHHHHH!!!

Am i gonna die soon??! :'(
FML!!

Iduwancan?? Sob99!

Oh my dear god, can you stop torment me?

What did i do wrong?
Why do this to me?
For a girl, it was too cruel punishment T.T

I'm just want get back to my normal life. Get back my health body and my fair skin.

Just a simple wish. Not?

Pls.. :'(

分歧。

我和他，适合吗？一直问自己。

不知从何时开始，发现了，我们无论在对事情的想法、观念、甚至理想都有很大的分歧。

为什么？我不懂。

想好好和他谈谈，可总吵架收场。可能是我没耐心的关系吧。

还能怎样？放弃这段感情？我做不到。我懂他更做不到。

还是要继续这样下去？会有用吗？我不知。

可是我不得不承认，他为我改变了很多。所以，是我自己太贪心了吗？或许吧。

可是难道我就没有为他改变什么吗？

我很辛苦，我知道他也是。这样值得吗？我问自己。

爱，真的是可以不问值不值得吗？

爱真的可以令一个人盲目。这点我承认。

因为已发生在我身上。

心中经常会萌起一个想法，不如断了吧。对他对我都好的。

可是就连我自己也不知道，他在我心目中有多重要。

他一个微笑一个拥抱一句对不起一声撒娇，就可以让我完全完全的心甘情愿继续与他走下去。哈哈，可笑还是可悲？

他告诉我，我是他这辈子认定的女人..我是他第一个会为对方许下承诺的女人。

真的吗？我会怀疑。有那个女人不会怀疑呢？

该毫无戒心的去相信他吗？我不知，真的。

这样是我对他没信心的表现？是他说的。

可是试问，他对我又何尝不是呢？

我跟他都是属于很霸道占有欲很强的那种类型。

他不准我跟别个男生有联络，不准我跟别的男生出去，当然，我也是。

所以，我们现在的生活重心都剩下彼此。会很过分吗？会过分强制？

对别人来说一定都很难接受。可是，幸好我们都是同类型的恋人，所以就能接受。

我们彼此都习惯了对方。

要放弃，真的很难。

可是，我真的不知，如果再这样下去、我们的爱很能经营多久？

You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever

Now you're in a corner try put it together 

How to love?

11.11.2011 ♥

Hehe, 11.11.2011, a wonderful date.
Got some say, if make wish today ur wish will COME TRUE. Haha, if really, i got a lot wish to make. 
Hmmph..
Today dating with my babes Shermine.Aha i love going out with her, coz we can talking sho many Sampat geh topic xD ♥
First, we went to a Sg Chua to do her nail art. 

Her nail art.

Foot nail art ( This awesome! IloveIt!! ♥♥♥ )

After that, we go to Jaya Jusco buy her high heel.
But till the end, we end up buy nothing xD Coz my babes Shermine are sho fastidious one. LOL.
Last, we had our lunch at Fruit Land.

Mine (Nasi Lemak with Curry Chicken)

Hers (Pan Mee)

Except this, nothing special for today edi.
But, actually everyday also same. Depressing life. F!
Can i don't want this kind life again?
PLSSSSSSSSSSSS????
FML.#

无助。

天 

你能告诉我

 你想要把我逼得怎么样吗?

。

Happy Birthday to ME. *Oppss. Old more one years old jor! Haha.*

Happy Birthday to me :D
Okie, let me inform u 1st.

My Birthday is 09.11!  Ohh yeah babe xD Rmb it har!! ♥

1st, wanna thks my beloved sista, Shermine, Chingching, Meihong celebrate my birthday for me! 

thks so muchieee :D

Love u all to the MAX!! ♥ 

And,thks the Chingching and Meihong present a SPECIAL stuff to me xD

Really suprise dao!! Wakaka *shyshy*

Btw thks u all so much.
♥

But, actually, i prefer the plan before he accident.
What plan is it?
Clubbing! Yeshh! Clubbing!
Ohh,let me tell u, imma Clubber before xD
But,now im NOT anymore. I've changed! 
Because he :)
Haha, how amazing. -.-
Panda Tai, u need to SEK me more and more i tell u! haha.
Ok. Back to the topic.
Ohh yeah, clubbing. Ours 1st plan is go Club celebrate my birthday.
But now.. FAILED. ;(

Hmmph..
Actually, i got bit disappointed. (Normal de mahh.. no guilty, right? ;P )
But, as long as have u belong with me, and celebrate my birthday with me, that's enough. :)
Really, I'm satisfied :)

Shagua, do u know that? ILoveYouMoreThanICanSay. ♥ 
What im write now, all is from bottom of my hearts.
And i hoped u don't rmb the things before again.
Now is now, now im YOURS. Shagua. ♥ 

And, don't always think something yang lebih, okay?
Promise me hao bu hao ;(
On lah on lah okay? ;P
Haha. Deal liaw de lorh!! Blekkkk!!

Ohh 05.30am. Is time to sleep edi.
Night everyone.

Sorry.

Emmm..

Sorry that if i hurted ur feeling.

I just wanna vent my feelings, i'm not really wanna complaint you about what.

I just felt want watch that movie with u.

coz everyone also say that movie is so touching.

I don't really wanna make u feel like urself useless or worst.. 

Im really Sorry. :'(

I know u'll view my blog, so im trying to use english write my blog.

hmmph..

Im truly want apologize to u de ;(

Sorry sorry sorry ;(

Forgive me okay? ;(

ILoveYou.

Bii. ♥

那些年 :')

又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美
好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后　故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合　你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱着她
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你　拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你　告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你
紧紧抱着你 ♥

那些年，我们都错过了什么?

如果能重来，我们是否会说出那份爱恋?

我想我会。

:') ♥

直觉。

嗯，怎么说呢..
就是总觉得他妈妈对我没什么好感。
不懂为什么，就直觉。
哈哈 或许她在吃醋?
可能吗? 可是我觉得好想有点点咯。
也很难怪，他自从跟我一起后几乎天天都不在家。
哈哈 （嫁给我了） 廖先生!!

嗯嗯 还有
今早去interview来
第一次interview那么久 整整一个小时!!
夸!! 哈哈 就好象聊天式的问话
轻松 没压力

老板看起来很年轻的说 哈哈
他还说我可爱（Walao ehh!! 是可怜没人爱吗?)
请原谅我自嘲。
本人有时候就是那么没自信 哈哈。

那些年我们一起追的女孩。

很想看    跟他。

但愿望不会成真。 我知道。

lalala♥

这世界滴滴点点都是你 ♥

                                                         

要健康起来!

1

Hmmph

有种感觉

我老了很多! 怎么说呢？

很容易腰酸的背痛的 囧

搞笑吧？

我才他妈的的几岁？怎么搞成个老人家的身体出来？ 好吧!我承认都是熬夜惹得祸 ;(

最近都是不到凌晨五点都不睡得说！

啊！也不是我想的啊！

是失眠啊 :(

我能怎样？我能他妈的的怎样？

尽量早睡咯 ;(

希望健康能重新爱上我 哈哈 -.- 无不无聊？

2

今早呢，他突然问我个问题。

“如果我叫15号还不能下地不能走，怎么办？”

说着，他就流泪了！尼玛，我其实很怕看到他在我面前流泪！

只好眼睁睁地看着他。囧 爱哭包！

其实我心里明白，

他，是怕我在家太久会闷、会对他‘闲’掉...

老实说，

我呀，可说是从良了！

为了他，戒出夜街！ 很辛苦的 你们懂吗 ;(

可是我还是可以忍耐的！ 加油！^^

诶诶 离题

继续

过后我就告诉他，“不用紧啦，不可以不是等久点哪！又没关系啦！我可以等你呀！等你好了我们才一起去wet！”

然后，

他就破涕而笑 =.=

看吧看吧！他其实就是个很没安全感的男人！哈哈 可爱！

望他可以早日康复咯！不然他会胡思乱想到....囧
停笔。