Dec 14, 2011

Random.



I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead



喜欢这首歌MV,让我很有Fuuuuuuu:D
当然,歌声也很赞 

前几天跟我的宝贝们一起去逛街。
很久没逛得那么疯了! 爽!
疯狂的购物 疯狂的聊天 疯狂的话题 疯狂的我们 :D
真的,很喜欢那种感觉!

可是这样逛街真的很干累 囧!

买了几件衣服,一对鞋子。
但,本小姐可是精明消费者,而且也不是名牌崇尚者
所以花费的不多 :D
可是带最多现金的susu小姐竟然给我买最少的东西?!
我鄙视你! 哈哈哈哈
我爱我的宝贝minemine!跟我一样的taste!一直的眼光!所以也一样的疯狂扫货!xD
真的很爱跟她一起逛街!因为她跟我是同类!
Minemine Iloveyou!!! 
哈哈

题外话,为什么金河永远都是那么的拥挤 =.=
哪里冒那么多人出来?
恐怖!

还有还有,这星期又去club啦!
哈哈,我爱夜生活我爱酒精我爱跳舞我爱那种很是热闹的场面 
哈哈 坦白说 我爱POU!!

可是爱pou不一定是坏女人。
我也许不是大家闺秀,但起码也是黄花闺女。
所以请某些自以为是的8婆不要用你那种不知所谓的看法来评论我。
我起码不会装清纯,博同情。



拜拜拜拜!老天爷保佑!小人远离我!




Dec 8, 2011

Club!!

Yeah, yesterday i went to clubbing with my babe Shermine and Chingching!! 
For advance celebrate MrAlonso geh B'day!
Happy Birthday to you Alonso!! :D
Long time didn't clubbing, i feel that i don't know how to dance liaw! eww;(
This article will not have too much text, i will post some picha let u all see! Haha!
Unfortunately, all picha is taken before we go ;(
Babe Chingching  
Babe Minemine 

We 3 

Babe Minemine sho sexy wor! ♥ And, i wonder why my skin tone so 'yellow' at this picha ;(  

Babe Chingching 




Why my eyebrow broken in half geh?


Zaw kong!! shyshy xD

I love this picha! Blurblur one! 

AND,
I didn't think he still keep the movie ticket of first time we to watch the movie !
We haven't couple yet that time!
Haha! Love you! 
Show the picha!

July 02,2011. 财神客栈。
Our 1st movieeee 

Dec 7, 2011

你 ♥

我夢裡出現了一個你 很陌生卻熟悉


還有架鋼琴一點旋律 它讓我不想清醒


怕根本這世界沒有你 我好像生了病


再也沒回到那個夢裡 能不能再走回去


一個從未見過的你 一件從未發生過的事


一件不可能的事實 我要抓著你的手要對你哭 求你別再離開我


想從天上摘顆星給你 證明我想念你


還有一朵雲你說好嗎 也許這樣會好吧


一個出現在夢的你 一直從不敢相信是你


一件不可能的事實 我願交換我的死去 用靈魂來陪你


感覺我不再害怕 卻發現我有些冰冷


每次聽的心跳聲 卻也跟著黑夜無聲


我終於能和你慢慢每一天 就算回不去這世界 絕不會後悔


一個從未見過的你 卻讓我無止無盡為你


一件不可能的事實 現在我不會再讓你離開我 我們終於在一起


一個出現在夢的你 一直從不敢相信是你


一件不可能的事實 來交換我的死去 用靈魂來陪你



我真的大爱这首歌。

在FB里把关系换去单身了

哈哈

吓到你们了?

心血来潮想看看你们的反应嘛 :D


对不起,让某些人失望了哦。

Dec 5, 2011

Halo December :)

Wow, is December already. I even didn't realize that already 5th December. LOL!
I am long time didn't blog already. Haha.
What am i doing? busy till can't update my blog?
Hmmph, actually i don't know also! Haha!
Seems like i am always spending my time to do those lebih things hor? ewww;(


Btw, i was start working at 1st Dec already.
Position-Clerk , Location-Bandar Teknologi.
But, i was thinking this job is not suitable me. Is too boring for me. ;(
However, i still need work until after the CNY. Cause im lack of money! SOB :'(


One more thing, is about my babe Shermine.
Hmmph, she's break with her boyfriend already.
I don't know how to comfort her. For your information, im not a good comforter ;(
What i can say with her is cheer up, look forward the future and forget the past.
Ahaha! what a suck comfort?
No matter how, I love you babe Minemine!! Be strong okay??

Love is ain't easy ,Love is always hard to catch.
Love is not we who can fathom it or figure out it.
Sometimes it will sweet, sometimes sour, sometimes will make us felt miserable.
But we all cant live without it.
That's magic of LOVE. Haha.
Do you agree? In fact, this just my opinion :) Hehe!


And, idk why i can't be fake to people.
I think his mother don't like me.
But i really cannot being fake and fawn his mother.
Because the problem isn't only me.
I didn't do anything wrong. I just being myself. I really don't know how to flatter you.
What can i do is respect you. That's all.
Impolite to say, please don't be too self-righteous to judge a person who you never try to understand.
You may be not right.

Auntie, i don't want because of us, make him to face this awkward situation.
He has his own choice, I never forced him.
Pls do the same.
Otherwise, you will make him very hard. 
I can leave him if you really cant accept me.
Just tell me if you want me do that.
Pls don't say bad things behind me. I DON'T LIKE.
You don't like other people challenge your authority, I am also the same.
So, we minding our own business okay?

Tai Daniel, thank for your understanding.
Thank you will see the truth and try to understand the problem, will not blindly believe those words.
If you really felt so hard someday, told me.
I will not let you being difficult. ;)

And, although we will always argue, but we will more cherish each other after that. Haha. Weirdo we two!
I still don't know why you love me. Why you will choice me.
I love alcohol, I love the nightlife, I am fond of playing.
I am not a good girl, is not it?
Tell me after you view my blog okay? Haha.

Shagua. I Love You. Really, i mean it. 



And last, DECEMBER pls love me more okay? 




Nov 26, 2011

For Eu ♥

Halo, Tai Daniel..
This's wrote for you.
Just take a look bah :)

I think we have some problem.
Communication problem? Yea, maybe :)

I had try. 
I had try to find our problem, try to find the solution. But it does not worked. 
Did I explained no clear enough? 
Or,you didn't hear clearly ?

I have been working hard to maintain our relationship. Do you know that?
I'm tired.
Sometimes, I really thought about wanna give up our love, our relation.
But i know i can't.
I can't put you down. I can't leave you alone.
Would you think the same?
I believe you will. That's why i loved you.
Because i knowyou love me with your true heart . :)

Do you remember?
How we become couple?
We had gone through a lot of things.
Do you remember? Do you?


I don't know why..
From when to start, we become didn't cherish the love between us?
Worth it? Because those unnecessary quarrel.

I don't want like this.

Can we don't argue again?
Can we stop all the argument?
Can you listen carefully to what I want in the end?

I hope you can understand my feelings now.
I Love You.
You know right?




And, i hate those stupid people who just used your useless brain to judge my love.
Who do you think you are?
You are not eligible.
 Idiot.
Watch out idiot! I'll call my Hello Kitty to F**k you! Ahaha. 

Nov 24, 2011

期望越大,失望越大。

期望越大,失望越大?
自然定律?无法更改?


心中有千言万语想要表达。
手,却不听使唤..迟迟不肯将心中的话打出来。
还是我根本不知该从何说起?

可悲吗?
我应该这样说自己现在的处境?
或许说,是我太复杂?所以也把别人给扰乱了?
会吗?
我不明白..
我所追求的、所奢望的真的如此复杂?
令你难以捉摸?
或许我应该改变自己迁就你?

我们面对同样的问题多少次了?数不清吧。
一次又一次、重覆又重覆。
我从不曾发觉我跟你之间有那么大的鸿沟。
大的,我快看不见你了..
你在哪?回来好么?

一对恋人拥有同样性格算好事么?
一样的倔强、一样的不认输。
到最后,一样不断试图磨掉自己的棱角去配合对方。
到最后,我们还认得出自己么?
还是每对恋人都是这样的?

我静静。
是代表我不想跟你吵。
因为我知道就算吵了,到最后问题还是依然存在。它不曾离开

检讨了自己。
知道,部分问题是出现在自己身上。
努力去改变。你看得到吗?
没有吧。
你从来只会觉得是我无理取闹、无中生有。
可你是否想过,你根本没在意过我的感受。
你有体贴过我吗?
你有擦觉过我心情不好吗?
你只会留心在你的电话、你的游戏 :)
我该摔烂那该死的臭电话吗?很想!

我静静在你身后多久了?
你可曾回头望我一眼?那么的一眼。
看着你的背影,奢望着你回头。
结果呢?得到的就是“为什么又发脾气?
哈哈哈哈!
怎么他还来问我呢?怎么他就不会发觉他冷落了我呢?

我在投诉?
或许。

可是,我倦了。

让我暂时歇歇好吗?





Nov 18, 2011

我不懂。

我不懂,我不明白。
为什么同样是你的骨肉,你能那么偏心?那么的重男轻女?


有句话:“嫁出去的女儿,泼出去的水 
是因为这句话的关系?
女儿长大了、嫁了,就是别人的?
而儿子却会养家照顾你到老?
肯定吗?这是肯定的理论吗?
女儿一旦嫁了,真的就不会顾你了吗?


为什么要有这么封建的想法?
不会觉得很过分吗?


同样为你的骨肉,却遭受不同的对待。
既然你觉得儿子是应该养家,所以就对他于从不同。
那请问,他现在有做到养家的责任吗?
从来饭来张口,衣来伸手的。
好儿子?
哈哈。我真不懂。


我已经不问对错、不看偏心,只求做我自己。
也不能?
想要的东西靠自己。对,没错。所以我自己做工自己养自己。
为什么?你们还要觉得我给的家用不够?
我不明白?真的不明白!
我不是月以万计的,我真的赚不多。
你们难道不懂吗?你们懂不是吗?那为什么还要给压力我?


有时候,我真的很羡慕那些温室里长大的女生。
多么幸福。不愁吃喝,不必为生计而烦恼。
真的,你们幸福的令我羡慕 :)


我真不懂。
我为什么会生长在一个那么封建的家庭。



对了,去看了那些年。
不如我想象。是因我太过于期待它的精彩?
电影就像是在述说中学的生活,没什么勾起我的回忆。可能是因为我中学生活没那么精彩吧。哈哈。
但不得不说,那些年的确令我有些感触。
有些事,错过了,真的会后悔一辈子。一样的,如果能重来,我会选择说出那份埋藏在心中的爱恋。 :)
起码,尝试了,你会懂得答案。不会不明不白。
我相信很多人也一样吧?
特喜欢电影里的一句对白 “ 被你喜欢过,就感觉别人没那么喜欢了 ” 
真的。我赞成。
还有不得不提,女主角很漂亮。是那种气质的漂亮。不是浓妆抹艳的那种。还有还有!我喜欢她的小梨涡 !哈哈!我也有 :P



但,那些年的人事物,都已过去了。
剩下的,只有缅怀。 :)
未来的路还长,加油吧!

Nov 16, 2011

What can i do?

Yesterday he went to hospital to see doctor for follow up his leg.Doctor say he still can't walk without crutches.Need to wait 6 weeks more, return to hospital check up again, only can confirm he can walk anot.
For your information, before this 6 weeks already made him crazy.Now add more 6 weeks, im worry he can no longer support. Actually he just a fragile fella ;(
Hmmph..I know he felt very down after hear what the doctor say. I can't help anything.What i can do is comfort him.Am i useless? ;(Im so sorry Bii,i cannot be a good gf.
But,i will be with u no matter how, so pls be strong!Okay?

Oh yeah, one more story need to tell is he cut hair already!Now his looks just like ohhmygad weyyy!! xD What i means is young liaw 3-4 years lah! Not make fun of u oh! Haha! Fong sam fong sam, u still the 'most handsome' in my mind! ♥ ahhahahaha xD


Dunno why, recently in love with Jason Chen! Non stop listen his song. Aha 
Talking To The Moon.
I know you're somewhere out thereSomewhere far awayI want you backI want you backMy neighbors think I'm crazyBut they don't understandYou're all I haveYou're all I haveAt night when the starsLight on my roomI sit by myselfTalking to the moonTryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moonI'm feeling like I'm famousThe talk of the townThey say I've gone madYeah, I've gone madBut they don't know what I know'Cause when the sun goes downSomeone's talking backYeah, they're talking backAt night when the starsLight on my roomI sit by myselfTalking to the moonTryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moonDo you ever hear me calling?Cause every nightI'm talking to the moonStill tryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon



 Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! Hou charm err!!  


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