Halo December :)

Wow, is December already. I even didn't realize that already 5th December. LOL!
I am long time didn't blog already. Haha.
What am i doing? busy till can't update my blog?
Hmmph, actually i don't know also! Haha!
Seems like i am always spending my time to do those lebih things hor? ewww;(


Btw, i was start working at 1st Dec already.
Position-Clerk , Location-Bandar Teknologi.
But, i was thinking this job is not suitable me. Is too boring for me. ;(
However, i still need work until after the CNY. Cause im lack of money! SOB :'(


One more thing, is about my babe Shermine.
Hmmph, she's break with her boyfriend already.
I don't know how to comfort her. For your information, im not a good comforter ;(
What i can say with her is cheer up, look forward the future and forget the past.
Ahaha! what a suck comfort?
No matter how, I love you babe Minemine!! Be strong okay??

Love is ain't easy ,Love is always hard to catch.
Love is not we who can fathom it or figure out it.
Sometimes it will sweet, sometimes sour, sometimes will make us felt miserable.
But we all cant live without it.
That's magic of LOVE. Haha.
Do you agree? In fact, this just my opinion :) Hehe!


And, idk why i can't be fake to people.
I think his mother don't like me.
But i really cannot being fake and fawn his mother.

Because the problem isn't only me.

I didn't do anything wrong. I just being myself. I really don't know how to flatter you.

What can i do is respect you. That's all.

Impolite to say, please don't be too self-righteous to judge a person who you never try to understand.

You may be not right.

Auntie, i don't want because of us, make him to face this awkward situation.

He has his own choice, I never forced him.

Pls do the same.

Otherwise, you will make him very hard. 

I can leave him if you really cant accept me.

Just tell me if you want me do that.

Pls don't say bad things behind me. I DON'T LIKE.

You don't like other people challenge your authority, I am also the same.

So, we minding our own business okay?

Tai Daniel, thank for your understanding.

Thank you will see the truth and try to understand the problem, will not blindly believe those words.

If you really felt so hard someday, told me.

I will not let you being difficult. ;)

And, although we will always argue, but we will more cherish each other after that. Haha. Weirdo we two!

I still don't know why you love me. Why you will choice me.

I love alcohol, I love the nightlife, I am fond of playing.

I am not a good girl, is not it?

Tell me after you view my blog okay? Haha.

Shagua. I Love You. Really, i mean it. ♥

And last, DECEMBER pls love me more okay? 

For Eu ♥

Halo, Tai Daniel..

This's wrote for you.
Just take a look bah :)

I think we have some problem.

Communication problem? Yea, maybe :)

I had try. 

I had try to find our problem, try to find the solution. But it does not worked. 

Did I explained no clear enough? 

Or,you didn't hear clearly ?

I have been working hard to maintain our relationship. Do you know that?
I'm tired.
Sometimes, I really thought about wanna give up our love, our relation.
But i know i can't.
I can't put you down. I can't leave you alone.
Would you think the same?
I believe you will. That's why i loved you.
Because i knowyou love me with your true heart . :)

Do you remember?
How we become couple?
We had gone through a lot of things.
Do you remember? Do you?


I don't know why..
From when to start, we become didn't cherish the love between us?
Worth it? Because those unnecessary quarrel.

I don't want like this.

Can we don't argue again?
Can we stop all the argument?
Can you listen carefully to what I want in the end?

I hope you can understand my feelings now.
I Love You.
You know right?
♥

And, i hate those stupid people who just used your useless brain to judge my love.

Who do you think you are?

You are not eligible.

 Idiot.

Watch out idiot! I'll call my Hello Kitty to F**k you! Ahaha. 

期望越大，失望越大。

期望越大，失望越大？

自然定律？无法更改？

心中有千言万语想要表达。

手，却不听使唤..迟迟不肯将心中的话打出来。

还是我根本不知该从何说起？

可悲吗？

我应该这样说自己现在的处境？

或许说，是我太复杂？所以也把别人给扰乱了？

会吗？

我不明白..

我所追求的、所奢望的真的如此复杂？

令你难以捉摸？

或许我应该改变自己迁就你？

我们面对同样的问题多少次了？数不清吧。

一次又一次、重覆又重覆。

我从不曾发觉我跟你之间有那么大的鸿沟。

大的，我快看不见你了..

你在哪？回来好么？

一对恋人拥有同样性格算好事么？

一样的倔强、一样的不认输。

到最后，一样不断试图磨掉自己的棱角去配合对方。

到最后，我们还认得出自己么？

还是每对恋人都是这样的？

我静静。

是代表我不想跟你吵。

因为我知道就算吵了，到最后问题还是依然存在。它不曾离开。

检讨了自己。

知道，部分问题是出现在自己身上。

努力去改变。你看得到吗？

没有吧。

你从来只会觉得是我无理取闹、无中生有。

可你是否想过，你根本没在意过我的感受。

你有体贴过我吗？

你有擦觉过我心情不好吗？

你只会留心在你的电话、你的游戏 :)

我该摔烂那该死的臭电话吗？很想！

我静静在你身后多久了？

你可曾回头望我一眼？那么的一眼。

看着你的背影，奢望着你回头。

结果呢？得到的就是“为什么又发脾气？”

哈哈哈哈！

怎么他还来问我呢？怎么他就不会发觉他冷落了我呢？

我在投诉？

或许。

可是，我倦了。

让我暂时歇歇好吗？

Complained.

Tell 1st. What am write now, it just like shit. Nothing special.

Okie, lets start.

Am just wanna complain some.

Those make me felt so pekcek de some. 

I wonder why, my skin, my health is getting worst day by day! 

Shit! Fuck!

Know that? I hated to watch the fucking mirror! I hated to saw my worst face!

The pimples! Eyebag! Wrinkle! Dark circle! Gosh! Look like ghost! Hey, ghost month past already okay?! PEKCEK! Grrrrrrrr ;(

That all make my eyes-ache!

Another one!

My health! It was away from me already! 'Well! He' was dumped me ;(

Sore throat! Cough! Backache! All sick come to me! Shit! Was mine fault? My body too weak?

OhMYYYfAAAGoddDD WEIHHHHHH!!!

Am i gonna die soon??! :'(
FML!!

Iduwancan?? Sob99!

Oh my dear god, can you stop torment me?

What did i do wrong?
Why do this to me?
For a girl, it was too cruel punishment T.T

I'm just want get back to my normal life. Get back my health body and my fair skin.

Just a simple wish. Not?

Pls.. :'(

分歧。

我和他，适合吗？一直问自己。

不知从何时开始，发现了，我们无论在对事情的想法、观念、甚至理想都有很大的分歧。

为什么？我不懂。

想好好和他谈谈，可总吵架收场。可能是我没耐心的关系吧。

还能怎样？放弃这段感情？我做不到。我懂他更做不到。

还是要继续这样下去？会有用吗？我不知。

可是我不得不承认，他为我改变了很多。所以，是我自己太贪心了吗？或许吧。

可是难道我就没有为他改变什么吗？

我很辛苦，我知道他也是。这样值得吗？我问自己。

爱，真的是可以不问值不值得吗？

爱真的可以令一个人盲目。这点我承认。

因为已发生在我身上。

心中经常会萌起一个想法，不如断了吧。对他对我都好的。

可是就连我自己也不知道，他在我心目中有多重要。

他一个微笑一个拥抱一句对不起一声撒娇，就可以让我完全完全的心甘情愿继续与他走下去。哈哈，可笑还是可悲？

他告诉我，我是他这辈子认定的女人..我是他第一个会为对方许下承诺的女人。

真的吗？我会怀疑。有那个女人不会怀疑呢？

该毫无戒心的去相信他吗？我不知，真的。

这样是我对他没信心的表现？是他说的。

可是试问，他对我又何尝不是呢？

我跟他都是属于很霸道占有欲很强的那种类型。

他不准我跟别个男生有联络，不准我跟别的男生出去，当然，我也是。

所以，我们现在的生活重心都剩下彼此。会很过分吗？会过分强制？

对别人来说一定都很难接受。可是，幸好我们都是同类型的恋人，所以就能接受。

我们彼此都习惯了对方。

要放弃，真的很难。

可是，我真的不知，如果再这样下去、我们的爱很能经营多久？

You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever

Now you're in a corner try put it together 

How to love?