Feb 9, 2012

My Cny!

Finally i am here again har. Hahaa -.- 
Pls forgive me, i am so freaking lazy to update my blog even i am doing nothing at home! haha! imma not a good blogger! i know it. ;(
Okay, Chinese new year is ended already. All ang pau, firework,firecracker,gamble is ended too. is time back to reality liaw loh human! ;(
Nothing special in my cny, just gathering with my dear friend, gamble with they, go their house bai nian and bla bla bla.. LOL, just like the other people what they will do at new year. Hmm..
Yar, i was already finished to describe what story was happen at my chinese new year.
Perfunctory? Haha-.- Sorry once again! Cause really didn't had what special thing happen at my chinese new year! i wonder why my life will bored like hell! Yea, FML##

Know some news from **! Haha!
A quite funny news! make me laugh loudly when i knew it! Muahahhahahahahah!!
What the news? hehe! can't tell you all here, cause that was a secret news! And i know some people will view my blog, and the news was about the someone!
Lalalala xD Yes, i am talking about you!
Don't afraid, not what ashamed news, just a simple recent news xD But that is enough to make me laugh like a lousai! ;P
Hey, remember to open your eyes big big to watch carefully people around you.  :)
Actually i didn't have hostility to you. Just because one matter led we can't be friend.

I may wrong, for that matter. But you cannot entirely blame to me.
Hmm.. sorry to you , is from my deep heart.

Oh yea, valentine is coming weyy!! Six more day!
Hahaha! Expectations! Our first valentine!
Hope we won't spend the time in argument! -.-
Btw, love you my hubby boy 





Introduce a song from a Hong Kong drama - 4 in love.
I love it so muchieee!! Even is a very old song! 


Close to you



Lyrics of the song.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
Of golden starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
(Girls in town)
Follow you
(Follow you)
All around
(All around)
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
Of golden starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
(Girls in town)
Follow you
(Follow you)
All around
(All around)
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you






Jan 12, 2012

Await.




I have died everyday waiting for you.


No doubt, is he.
Fyi, he is starting working.
Left me at home alone. Really ALONE.
Hate the feeling! i hate that feeling! Sucks!
Know? I have begun to regret that I didn't go to work. ;(
Really so bored bored bored when im alone at home.
Only can face the laptop whole day and refresh the fb homepage non stop!  
Like a idiot ! Ewwwwww!
FML!!


Know what? Missing is a disease.
And im suffering this damn disease!

Jan 8, 2012

Back to blog! :D

很久没blog了。
哈哈 不懂为什麽、从何时变得很懒写出我心里话。
或许是因为他在我身边的关系吧。不方便。
来说说这半个月发生了什么事吧。


平安夜 
平安夜 失身夜 亲爱的你们有到哪儿去失身了吗?
哈哈。
可怜我的,是独自度过平安夜的。
为什么为什么?他呢?
该死的他!竟然丢下我一个人跟他朋友们出去了!哼!
生气 无奈 在家一个人抱被痛哭 T^T
不过...其实也不能完全怪他。
那该死的Ivan也是要负责! 竟然FFK!害得我要一个人在家过!去你的!!!
结果他不得不打给他的朋友..
可是,要我一个女生跟一堆男人去PUB倒数..不是很怪异吗? LOL!
所以啊 就闹别扭 我就不去 不去 不去...
然后他就丢下我出去了 ;(
我明白..他不能说不去了...因为他们已经到我家外面了...
可是,我还是很不能原谅他丢我一个人!!
这是我有生以来度过最悲哀的平安夜,我发誓!不会再有第二次了!干!
你们懂吗..他还给我喝醉回来,然后哭得像个小孩!=.=
气死没? 丢我一个,结果还要我帮他善后叻!
王八蛋TaiDaniel!


31.12.2011 
新年倒数!哈哈哈!很开心的是我不是一个人在家倒数了=.=
嗯,是的!我跟我的姐妹们一起去到了马六甲!当然少不了那个令我又爱又恨的TaiDaniel啦~
原本呀 我们打算去哪里的Over Time倒数的..结果那人是多到!没位子容得下我们!
可是那里的OverTime真的很不错..大间就不在话下,布置的也很有feel!
结果我们一行人就去到马六甲的club庆祝咯~ MOVIDA听过没?其实KL也有!哈哈!
那人也是多到~~~~不知从哪里窜出来的=.= 
结果就排队排队排队咯..等了很久..终于到我们了!
那里的club很好笑下,给人家一支酒,然后要我们自己去找杯、可乐那些=.=
过后啊,进场了,里面真的很多人很多人!很够力的多人!完全就是人挤人!结果我们的倒数就是在我们寻找位子的时候 5、4、3、2、1 HAPPY NEW YEAR! 没了!就这样没了!
我靠~~~~~~~~~=.=
算了算了..我那时相信我们还是可以玩的很开心的!
结果!真的要佩服我未卜先知的预感是多么的灵验!哈哈哈哈哈!
真的是一个很开心很疯狂的夜晚!
话说,就是我们在那里认识了一班人,其中有个就是KL人来的~哈哈~他乡遇同乡?
然后呢我的两位好姐妹就这样跟人家搭上了!哈哈哈哈哈哈!
不好意思,说的有点难听~应该要说是,看对眼了!
哈哈!
她们可真疯狂..玩到,一个说不要回家、一个就醉倒在他人怀抱!
那个TaiDanile还更不用说,有酒就喝!喝得烂醉!TMD!
结果,开心是很开心!回的时候呢?
干!幸好Chingching还没完全醉完!不然我真的不知我要怎样带他们回酒店 T^T
过后,回到了酒店楼下。
惊人的事情来了..
那个TaiDaniel竟然趁我们下车研究要怎样parking的时候!冲上车踩油!干!差点掉下去一个很大的龙沟!
真的就只差一点点!我都不知那时我是哭成什么样!
结果就要感谢那些好心的路人甲乙丙丁帮我们推车!
谢谢你们!!T^T
TaiDaniel真的是个很危险的人物!
我是不可能会在让他驾车去club了的!
回到酒店~全部都倒头大睡啦~~~
真的是有惊有喜的一晚。

给点照片你们看 :D

我的姐妹!

My hubby boy Daniel !


Babes 


♥ 

很长的一篇。
没办法,太久没写了~很多很多的话想说 哈哈
还有~他开始上班了~剩我一个人在家~闷死!
幸好他一直在陪我信息打电话给我 :) 
爱死他的说 






Dec 14, 2011

Random.



I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead



喜欢这首歌MV,让我很有Fuuuuuuu:D
当然,歌声也很赞 

前几天跟我的宝贝们一起去逛街。
很久没逛得那么疯了! 爽!
疯狂的购物 疯狂的聊天 疯狂的话题 疯狂的我们 :D
真的,很喜欢那种感觉!

可是这样逛街真的很干累 囧!

买了几件衣服,一对鞋子。
但,本小姐可是精明消费者,而且也不是名牌崇尚者
所以花费的不多 :D
可是带最多现金的susu小姐竟然给我买最少的东西?!
我鄙视你! 哈哈哈哈
我爱我的宝贝minemine!跟我一样的taste!一直的眼光!所以也一样的疯狂扫货!xD
真的很爱跟她一起逛街!因为她跟我是同类!
Minemine Iloveyou!!! 
哈哈

题外话,为什么金河永远都是那么的拥挤 =.=
哪里冒那么多人出来?
恐怖!

还有还有,这星期又去club啦!
哈哈,我爱夜生活我爱酒精我爱跳舞我爱那种很是热闹的场面 
哈哈 坦白说 我爱POU!!

可是爱pou不一定是坏女人。
我也许不是大家闺秀,但起码也是黄花闺女。
所以请某些自以为是的8婆不要用你那种不知所谓的看法来评论我。
我起码不会装清纯,博同情。



拜拜拜拜!老天爷保佑!小人远离我!




Dec 8, 2011

Club!!

Yeah, yesterday i went to clubbing with my babe Shermine and Chingching!! 
For advance celebrate MrAlonso geh B'day!
Happy Birthday to you Alonso!! :D
Long time didn't clubbing, i feel that i don't know how to dance liaw! eww;(
This article will not have too much text, i will post some picha let u all see! Haha!
Unfortunately, all picha is taken before we go ;(
Babe Chingching  
Babe Minemine 

We 3 

Babe Minemine sho sexy wor! ♥ And, i wonder why my skin tone so 'yellow' at this picha ;(  

Babe Chingching 




Why my eyebrow broken in half geh?


Zaw kong!! shyshy xD

I love this picha! Blurblur one! 

AND,
I didn't think he still keep the movie ticket of first time we to watch the movie !
We haven't couple yet that time!
Haha! Love you! 
Show the picha!

July 02,2011. 财神客栈。
Our 1st movieeee 

Dec 7, 2011

你 ♥

我夢裡出現了一個你 很陌生卻熟悉


還有架鋼琴一點旋律 它讓我不想清醒


怕根本這世界沒有你 我好像生了病


再也沒回到那個夢裡 能不能再走回去


一個從未見過的你 一件從未發生過的事


一件不可能的事實 我要抓著你的手要對你哭 求你別再離開我


想從天上摘顆星給你 證明我想念你


還有一朵雲你說好嗎 也許這樣會好吧


一個出現在夢的你 一直從不敢相信是你


一件不可能的事實 我願交換我的死去 用靈魂來陪你


感覺我不再害怕 卻發現我有些冰冷


每次聽的心跳聲 卻也跟著黑夜無聲


我終於能和你慢慢每一天 就算回不去這世界 絕不會後悔


一個從未見過的你 卻讓我無止無盡為你


一件不可能的事實 現在我不會再讓你離開我 我們終於在一起


一個出現在夢的你 一直從不敢相信是你


一件不可能的事實 來交換我的死去 用靈魂來陪你



我真的大爱这首歌。

在FB里把关系换去单身了

哈哈

吓到你们了?

心血来潮想看看你们的反应嘛 :D


对不起,让某些人失望了哦。

Dec 5, 2011

Halo December :)

Wow, is December already. I even didn't realize that already 5th December. LOL!
I am long time didn't blog already. Haha.
What am i doing? busy till can't update my blog?
Hmmph, actually i don't know also! Haha!
Seems like i am always spending my time to do those lebih things hor? ewww;(


Btw, i was start working at 1st Dec already.
Position-Clerk , Location-Bandar Teknologi.
But, i was thinking this job is not suitable me. Is too boring for me. ;(
However, i still need work until after the CNY. Cause im lack of money! SOB :'(


One more thing, is about my babe Shermine.
Hmmph, she's break with her boyfriend already.
I don't know how to comfort her. For your information, im not a good comforter ;(
What i can say with her is cheer up, look forward the future and forget the past.
Ahaha! what a suck comfort?
No matter how, I love you babe Minemine!! Be strong okay??

Love is ain't easy ,Love is always hard to catch.
Love is not we who can fathom it or figure out it.
Sometimes it will sweet, sometimes sour, sometimes will make us felt miserable.
But we all cant live without it.
That's magic of LOVE. Haha.
Do you agree? In fact, this just my opinion :) Hehe!


And, idk why i can't be fake to people.
I think his mother don't like me.
But i really cannot being fake and fawn his mother.
Because the problem isn't only me.
I didn't do anything wrong. I just being myself. I really don't know how to flatter you.
What can i do is respect you. That's all.
Impolite to say, please don't be too self-righteous to judge a person who you never try to understand.
You may be not right.

Auntie, i don't want because of us, make him to face this awkward situation.
He has his own choice, I never forced him.
Pls do the same.
Otherwise, you will make him very hard. 
I can leave him if you really cant accept me.
Just tell me if you want me do that.
Pls don't say bad things behind me. I DON'T LIKE.
You don't like other people challenge your authority, I am also the same.
So, we minding our own business okay?

Tai Daniel, thank for your understanding.
Thank you will see the truth and try to understand the problem, will not blindly believe those words.
If you really felt so hard someday, told me.
I will not let you being difficult. ;)

And, although we will always argue, but we will more cherish each other after that. Haha. Weirdo we two!
I still don't know why you love me. Why you will choice me.
I love alcohol, I love the nightlife, I am fond of playing.
I am not a good girl, is not it?
Tell me after you view my blog okay? Haha.

Shagua. I Love You. Really, i mean it. 



And last, DECEMBER pls love me more okay? 




Nov 26, 2011

For Eu ♥

Halo, Tai Daniel..
This's wrote for you.
Just take a look bah :)

I think we have some problem.
Communication problem? Yea, maybe :)

I had try. 
I had try to find our problem, try to find the solution. But it does not worked. 
Did I explained no clear enough? 
Or,you didn't hear clearly ?

I have been working hard to maintain our relationship. Do you know that?
I'm tired.
Sometimes, I really thought about wanna give up our love, our relation.
But i know i can't.
I can't put you down. I can't leave you alone.
Would you think the same?
I believe you will. That's why i loved you.
Because i knowyou love me with your true heart . :)

Do you remember?
How we become couple?
We had gone through a lot of things.
Do you remember? Do you?


I don't know why..
From when to start, we become didn't cherish the love between us?
Worth it? Because those unnecessary quarrel.

I don't want like this.

Can we don't argue again?
Can we stop all the argument?
Can you listen carefully to what I want in the end?

I hope you can understand my feelings now.
I Love You.
You know right?




And, i hate those stupid people who just used your useless brain to judge my love.
Who do you think you are?
You are not eligible.
 Idiot.
Watch out idiot! I'll call my Hello Kitty to F**k you! Ahaha. 

Nov 24, 2011

期望越大,失望越大。

期望越大,失望越大?
自然定律?无法更改?


心中有千言万语想要表达。
手,却不听使唤..迟迟不肯将心中的话打出来。
还是我根本不知该从何说起?

可悲吗?
我应该这样说自己现在的处境?
或许说,是我太复杂?所以也把别人给扰乱了?
会吗?
我不明白..
我所追求的、所奢望的真的如此复杂?
令你难以捉摸?
或许我应该改变自己迁就你?

我们面对同样的问题多少次了?数不清吧。
一次又一次、重覆又重覆。
我从不曾发觉我跟你之间有那么大的鸿沟。
大的,我快看不见你了..
你在哪?回来好么?

一对恋人拥有同样性格算好事么?
一样的倔强、一样的不认输。
到最后,一样不断试图磨掉自己的棱角去配合对方。
到最后,我们还认得出自己么?
还是每对恋人都是这样的?

我静静。
是代表我不想跟你吵。
因为我知道就算吵了,到最后问题还是依然存在。它不曾离开

检讨了自己。
知道,部分问题是出现在自己身上。
努力去改变。你看得到吗?
没有吧。
你从来只会觉得是我无理取闹、无中生有。
可你是否想过,你根本没在意过我的感受。
你有体贴过我吗?
你有擦觉过我心情不好吗?
你只会留心在你的电话、你的游戏 :)
我该摔烂那该死的臭电话吗?很想!

我静静在你身后多久了?
你可曾回头望我一眼?那么的一眼。
看着你的背影,奢望着你回头。
结果呢?得到的就是“为什么又发脾气?
哈哈哈哈!
怎么他还来问我呢?怎么他就不会发觉他冷落了我呢?

我在投诉?
或许。

可是,我倦了。

让我暂时歇歇好吗?





Nov 18, 2011

我不懂。

我不懂,我不明白。
为什么同样是你的骨肉,你能那么偏心?那么的重男轻女?


有句话:“嫁出去的女儿,泼出去的水 
是因为这句话的关系?
女儿长大了、嫁了,就是别人的?
而儿子却会养家照顾你到老?
肯定吗?这是肯定的理论吗?
女儿一旦嫁了,真的就不会顾你了吗?


为什么要有这么封建的想法?
不会觉得很过分吗?


同样为你的骨肉,却遭受不同的对待。
既然你觉得儿子是应该养家,所以就对他于从不同。
那请问,他现在有做到养家的责任吗?
从来饭来张口,衣来伸手的。
好儿子?
哈哈。我真不懂。


我已经不问对错、不看偏心,只求做我自己。
也不能?
想要的东西靠自己。对,没错。所以我自己做工自己养自己。
为什么?你们还要觉得我给的家用不够?
我不明白?真的不明白!
我不是月以万计的,我真的赚不多。
你们难道不懂吗?你们懂不是吗?那为什么还要给压力我?


有时候,我真的很羡慕那些温室里长大的女生。
多么幸福。不愁吃喝,不必为生计而烦恼。
真的,你们幸福的令我羡慕 :)


我真不懂。
我为什么会生长在一个那么封建的家庭。



对了,去看了那些年。
不如我想象。是因我太过于期待它的精彩?
电影就像是在述说中学的生活,没什么勾起我的回忆。可能是因为我中学生活没那么精彩吧。哈哈。
但不得不说,那些年的确令我有些感触。
有些事,错过了,真的会后悔一辈子。一样的,如果能重来,我会选择说出那份埋藏在心中的爱恋。 :)
起码,尝试了,你会懂得答案。不会不明不白。
我相信很多人也一样吧?
特喜欢电影里的一句对白 “ 被你喜欢过,就感觉别人没那么喜欢了 ” 
真的。我赞成。
还有不得不提,女主角很漂亮。是那种气质的漂亮。不是浓妆抹艳的那种。还有还有!我喜欢她的小梨涡 !哈哈!我也有 :P



但,那些年的人事物,都已过去了。
剩下的,只有缅怀。 :)
未来的路还长,加油吧!

Nov 16, 2011

What can i do?

Yesterday he went to hospital to see doctor for follow up his leg.Doctor say he still can't walk without crutches.Need to wait 6 weeks more, return to hospital check up again, only can confirm he can walk anot.
For your information, before this 6 weeks already made him crazy.Now add more 6 weeks, im worry he can no longer support. Actually he just a fragile fella ;(
Hmmph..I know he felt very down after hear what the doctor say. I can't help anything.What i can do is comfort him.Am i useless? ;(Im so sorry Bii,i cannot be a good gf.
But,i will be with u no matter how, so pls be strong!Okay?

Oh yeah, one more story need to tell is he cut hair already!Now his looks just like ohhmygad weyyy!! xD What i means is young liaw 3-4 years lah! Not make fun of u oh! Haha! Fong sam fong sam, u still the 'most handsome' in my mind! ♥ ahhahahaha xD


Dunno why, recently in love with Jason Chen! Non stop listen his song. Aha 
Talking To The Moon.
I know you're somewhere out thereSomewhere far awayI want you backI want you backMy neighbors think I'm crazyBut they don't understandYou're all I haveYou're all I haveAt night when the starsLight on my roomI sit by myselfTalking to the moonTryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moonI'm feeling like I'm famousThe talk of the townThey say I've gone madYeah, I've gone madBut they don't know what I know'Cause when the sun goes downSomeone's talking backYeah, they're talking backAt night when the starsLight on my roomI sit by myselfTalking to the moonTryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moonDo you ever hear me calling?Cause every nightI'm talking to the moonStill tryin' to get to youIn hopes you're on the other side talking to me tooOh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon



 Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! Hou charm err!!  


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