Nov 15, 2011

Take care, my DEAR!!

Dear,can u pls take good care for urself?!
Don't make me worry you more and more!! Okay? ;(
You are adult now, not child anymore, pls think twice before u do something! 
Everything have its own solution, but u need find the best way to fix ur problem!
Only got one chance to decide!
Once u decide wrong, u will have no truning back!
Pls choose your solving method carefully!
Don't let ur family and friend worry about u! 
Just think about ur family, and don't do something that will hurt ur self.
Its not worth!
Am not kidding, u need to love urself more and more! 
If you didn't cherish urself, then u don't hope others will cherish u!
Dear,
Don't forget around you, still got many people who cared about u..
If u feel tired, come back here, all ur friend will be with u!
And, if u got any problem, pls tell me immediately! Let me share with you!
Maybe i can't help u solve the problem, but i can discuss with u, the so-called "more one people more one brain, then will more one idea too!!  Lol! Lame!  -.-
Anyway, i hope u can solve ur problem as soon as possible!
Gambateh Gambateh! :D 
Remember that, i will be with u no matter how.
Just try ur best to do the best! Okay?
Take care, my dear friend!
Love u 



P.s : I had changed my facebook layout! Show u all the picha!
    
Yeah! Imma dot dot fever!! 


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Nov 13, 2011

Complained.

Tell 1st. What am write now, it just like shit. Nothing special.

Okie, lets start.
Am just wanna complain some.
Those make me felt so pekcek de some. 
I wonder why, my skin, my health is getting worst day by day! 
Shit! Fuck!
Know that? I hated to watch the fucking mirror! I hated to saw my worst face!
The pimples! Eyebag! Wrinkle! Dark circle! Gosh! Look like ghost! Hey, ghost month past already okay?! PEKCEK! Grrrrrrrr ;(
That all make my eyes-ache!


Another one!
My health! It was away from me already! 'Well! He' was dumped me ;(
Sore throat! Cough! Backache! All sick come to me! Shit! Was mine fault? My body too weak?


OhMYYYfAAAGoddDD WEIHHHHHH!!!
Am i gonna die soon??! :'(
FML!!
Iduwancan?? Sob99!


Oh my dear god, can you stop torment me?
What did i do wrong?
Why do this to me?
For a girl, it was too cruel punishment T.T

I'm just want get back to my normal life. Get back my health body and my fair skin.
Just a simple wish. Not?
Pls.. :'(




Nov 12, 2011

分歧。

我和他,适合吗?一直问自己。
不知从何时开始,发现了,我们无论在对事情的想法、观念、甚至理想都有很大的分歧。
为什么?我不懂。
想好好和他谈谈,可总吵架收场。可能是我没耐心的关系吧。
还能怎样?放弃这段感情?我做不到。我懂他更做不到。
还是要继续这样下去?会有用吗?我不知。
可是我不得不承认,他为我改变了很多。所以,是我自己太贪心了吗?或许吧。
可是难道我就没有为他改变什么吗?
我很辛苦,我知道他也是。这样值得吗?我问自己。
爱,真的是可以不问值不值得吗?
爱真的可以令一个人盲目。这点我承认。
因为已发生在我身上。
心中经常会萌起一个想法,不如断了吧。对他对我都好的。
可是就连我自己也不知道,他在我心目中有多重要。
他一个微笑一个拥抱一句对不起一声撒娇,就可以让我完全完全的心甘情愿继续与他走下去。哈哈,可笑还是可悲?
他告诉我,我是他这辈子认定的女人..我是他第一个会为对方许下承诺的女人。
真的吗?我会怀疑。有那个女人不会怀疑呢?
该毫无戒心的去相信他吗?我不知,真的。
这样是我对他没信心的表现?是他说的。
可是试问,他对我又何尝不是呢?
我跟他都是属于很霸道占有欲很强的那种类型。
他不准我跟别个男生有联络,不准我跟别的男生出去,当然,我也是。
所以,我们现在的生活重心都剩下彼此。会很过分吗?会过分强制?
对别人来说一定都很难接受。可是,幸好我们都是同类型的恋人,所以就能接受。
我们彼此都习惯了对方。
要放弃,真的很难。
可是,我真的不知,如果再这样下去、我们的爱很能经营多久?


You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you're in a corner try put it together 
How to love?


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